'obsessed' is a strong word to use

Hello there, I've been writing/reading fanfiction for 5 years and this is where I post updates to my stories on fanfiction.net and Archive of Our Own, you can find me on either under Crystal Volcheck. In the mean time feel free to ask me anything or request a fic.

"Cass, we’ve talked about this. Personal space?"

So just another one of my purely indulgent purchases. I’m a responsible young adult, I swear. And that was one of the many lies I tell myself so I can sleep at night.

Jesus Christ, that’s a pretty face
The kind you’d find on someone I could save
- “Jesus Christ” Brand New

Summary: January 24, 1979 Castiel is assigned to be Dean Winchester’s Guardian Angel, only Guardians aren’t supposed to get close to their charges. In fact, Guardians, or any angel for that matter, can never let their presence be known or they risk being thrown from Heaven.
So Castiel spends years watching Dean (and Dean’s life fall apart), until one day he sees Dean in the middle of nowhere with a bottle of whiskey in one hand and a gun in the other. Castiel decides in that moment that he can’t just watch anymore.

Rating: M

Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester, mentioned Jessica Moore/Sam Winchester, implied Ruby/Sam Winchester

Characters: Dean Winchester,Castiel (Supernatural), Sam Winchester, Bobby Singer, John Winchester, Gabriel (Supernatural), Balthazar (Supernatural), Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Jody Mills

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe, Suicidal Thoughts,Suicide Attempt, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm,Implied/Referenced Drug Use, Implied/Reference, Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism,Implied/Referenced Drug Addiction, Additional Tags to Be Added

Chapter 1  [Ao3] [FF]

Chapter 2  [Ao3] [FF]

Chapter 3  [Ao3] [FF]

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Faith and Fault | Dean & Castiel

one of the best destiel videos i’ve seen.

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PUT DOWN WHATEVER YOU ARE DOING AND WATCH THIS

Jesus christ, and the whole fucking video is cannon

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“Challenge accepted!” —SPN fandom.

omg this is still going

IT’S A RULE TO REBLOG EVERY TIME IT SHOWS UP ON YOUR DASH.

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Third time reblogging it today, and I regret nothing

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Broke 5 Million!

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WE HAVE TO KEEP GOING image

NOT GONNA REST UNTIL 10 MILLION

AND THEN I’LL REBLOG IT AGAIN

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Asker bitingangels Asks:
Can you write chapter 2 for te fic where Cas is deans guardian and dean is about to kill himself?
crystalvolcheck crystalvolcheck Said:

I have the first 245 words started for chapter 2, which granted isn’t much, but I plan on working on it throughout the week and later tonight once I have completed my class assignments.

If everything works out I’ll be posting the full chapter either Saturday or Sunday night.

Jesus Christ, that’s a pretty face
The kind you’d find on someone I could save
- “Jesus Christ” Brand New

Summary: January 24, 1979 Castiel is assigned to be Dean Winchester’s Guardian Angel, only Guardians aren’t supposed to get close to their charges. In fact, Guardians, or any angel for that matter, can never let their presence be known or they risk being thrown from Heaven.
So Castiel spends years watching Dean (and Dean’s life fall apart), until one day he sees Dean in the middle of nowhere with a bottle of whiskey in one hand and a gun in the other. Castiel decides in that moment that he can’t just watch anymore.

Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester, mentioned Jessica Moore/Sam Winchester, implied Ruby/Sam Winchester

Characters: Dean Winchester, Castiel (Supernatural), Sam Winchester, Bobby Singer, John Winchester, Gabriel (Supernatural)

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe, Suicidal Thoughts, Drug Use, Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Implied/Referenced Drug Addiction, Other Additional Tags to Be Added

[AO3]  [FF]

Am I worth forgiveness, I can’t make myself believe
Show me that you’re listening
And tear this devil out of me

This song just reminds me of Dean and it also gives me Destiel feels, kinda surprised no one has mentioned it yet.

Okay, so I didn’t work on any of the fics I actually wanted to, but I will be posting a Destiel one-shot in the next few days called Someone I Could Save 

an AU where Castiel was assigned to be Dean’s guardian angel. However an angel can never let their presence be known or they risk being thrown from Heaven. So Castiel spends years watching Dean, until one day Dean plans on killing himself and Castiel decides that he can’t watch anymore, he has to do something.

Gabriel rolled his eyes,”Ever since that kid started talking and walking you’ve been visiting Earth more often than most Guardians.  It’s kind of worrying; I know we were told to watch over humanity but we’re not supposed to interfere and by you spending so much time I’m afraid you might get a little tempted.”

“I don’t appreciate what you’re implying.”The words came out harsher than Castiel had intended, but given that he was also fighting the urge to stab the archangel it wasn’t exactly a problem.  

“I know, but humanity is why we lost so many of our siblings already. Even though I wasn’t fond of most of them they were still our family; Lucifer, Lauviah, Berith, Salikotal, and Marou they all fell because they got too close to humanity. I don’t want to see that happen to you.”

“I understand your concern Gabriel, but I am nothing like them. I know my orders and my place.”

“They did too, but they also thought they were doing the right thing when they made their choice. A split second can change everything.” The two found themselves in the kitchen watching Dean nibble at a peanut butter and jelly sandwich (no crusts) concern in his large green eyes as he listened to his mother talk on the phone. “Besides he’ll be dead before he’s thirty, so I wouldn’t get too attached.”

Castiel tried to ignore Gabriel’s comment when Mary hung up and Dean moved to hug Mary and tell her that he loved her, the angel found he couldn’t.

“What do you mean he’ll be dead before he’s thirty?”

“A kid with a soul that bright? He’ll give everything and anything to make sure the people that he loves are happy and safe. Which in a sense is great, but what’s going to happen when he realizes that he can’t do that? That he has no control over what happens? I can already see it.” There was a note of pity in Gabriel’s voice and somewhere in Castiel’s being he knew that the archangel was right. “Dead before thirty.” 

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I still believe in heroes.

this. this is how you make a goddamn gifset.

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a superhero duo

one aromantic and the other asexual

Arrow and Ace

"Something queer’s afoot."

"Yeah, that’d be us."

*muffled snickering*

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